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13th August 2006

1:19pm: 349 more days until i am free...
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: i will never be untrue~ the doors

10th August 2006

9:20am: new cell fone

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19th July 2006

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as of tomorrow i officially am an employee of HILLER'S MARKET :D
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: ALICE COOPER~how u gonna see me now?
6:44am: no
ill delete all journal entries up to this
and make it friends only
i think
i dont really use it anymore tho
im not using it






i filled out 4789504793758904 applications yesterday and are dropping them off today. im excited. i want a job so baddddddddddddddddd

except at FYE they made me fill it out there and i had to come back cuz i forgot my ss # (oops) but i did and the manager asked me questions ontop of that after looking it over and i wanna work there really baddddddddd

there or funky 7
but i didnt get a chance to stop by there yettttttttttt
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: AEROSMITH~ girls of summer

16th July 2006

6:44am: dilemma
so i'm either not going to use my LJ anymore (or rare occasions to ramble about shit)
or really use it,
but i dont want everyone reading it considering it contains information not should having to be known to the public
and i hate having to edit what i write.
so the solution?
friends only.
the thing with that is,
the people that im ok with reading it and want to
* don't have a LJ
or
* dont use theirs anymore
cant read it.
so i think i just wont really use it.
or just make some entries friends only
that's what ill do
so sry
ull have to sign in before u want to read
97% of my journal



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Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: THE WHO~ the seeker

9th July 2006

8:29pm: haha this guy cracks me up
RaMoNeS74309: i bet we could make a convo outta smileys
RaMoNeS74309: ready
RaMoNeS74309: go
D SHIZZLE313: 8-)
RaMoNeS74309: :-!
RaMoNeS74309: :-\
D SHIZZLE313: :-\
RaMoNeS74309: :-P
D SHIZZLE313: :-*
D SHIZZLE313: :-[
RaMoNeS74309: ;-)
D SHIZZLE313: :-X
RaMoNeS74309: :-!
D SHIZZLE313: ;-)
RaMoNeS74309: :-*
D SHIZZLE313: :-D
RaMoNeS74309: :-P
RaMoNeS74309: 8-)
D SHIZZLE313: wow... i want that translated
RaMoNeS74309: lmao
D SHIZZLE313: ima do it
RaMoNeS74309: ok
D SHIZZLE313: this is cool... really?...ehhhhh...haha,... i want you but im embarressed ,,, its okay... i won't tell... really?... yes...i want you as well.... YAYYY... haha cool
RaMoNeS74309: lmao
RaMoNeS74309: that was hilarious
D SHIZZLE313: yeah



haha completely wrong but at least he tried.

i had to record it somewhere


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Current Mood: random
Current Music: THE DOORS~ crawling king snake
2:28pm: today

has been a great day


:D
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: THE DOORS~ the soft parade

8th July 2006

2:07pm: about two more weeks

:)
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: Adam Sandler in Little Nicky

7th July 2006

8:41am: STEVE MILLER BAND
DTE ENERGY THEATRE
7:30 TONIGHT
LAWN TICKETS 20 DOLLARS
AND THATS ALL I CAN AFFORD AT THE MOMENT BECAUSE ONE MONTH FROM TODAY IS MY BDAY AND DAMMIT I NEED A CAR......................
sux tho cuz everyone is either working tonight or gone on vacation or in a couple cases sick.
doesnt look like im going
ill stay home and listen to the cds :( / :)


on the upside
i may see chris amber and heather today
which i also planned last minute
and only know that i call amber at 2 to see wtf is up


they play again august 19th at DTE
i missed them last year
and this july apparently
but at least ill have more money time available ppl to go with next time
i suppose thats a little more exciting then knowing i missed them for two summers in a row
although i did miss alice cooper and the rolling stones and the doobie brothers last year
because of a severe grounding

doobie brothers on august 2nd
tom petty on august 8th
steve miller band rescheduled for me on august 19th
fuck im going to be so broke august
but, i will maybe hopefully have my car
which i have to pay for gas and such for
not to mention pay for the car

fuck
i need a job


didnt get to see derek wednesday cuz hes sick
so that was lame
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: ALICE COOPER~ desperado
8:30am: cry cry cry yes its a smb song
steve miller concert TONIGHT
but fucking dumb me procrastinates and thats all i know so far
that and its at DTE
hope i can go maybe idk
i hate being last minute
i knew this would happen


off to search for my elliott smith cd........
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: BOB DYLAN~ you're gonna make me lonesome when you go
7:43am: stole from sarah~made me laugh
You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.

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Mushrooms

94%

Marijuana

81%

Ecstacy

75%

Inhalents

56%

Alcohol

56%

Cocaine

50%

None!

25%

What's your ideal drug?
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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: THE DOORS~not to touch the earth

6th July 2006

8:58pm: FYI
the clock on my computer is all messed up, so the timez are wrong.
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: SUBLIME~ 5446 that's my number/ball and chain
8:58pm: mixed emotions
today
at two in the morning
summer got a million timez better
and i'm excited/hopeful/comtemplative/exhausted/pleased.

:)

chris turns 18 in 3 dayz (july 10th)
he's getting paul's old car
hopefully i'll be working right by him
and i'll see katie more too
it's great.




but, i miss Jon
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: TOM PETTY~ to find a friend

5th July 2006

12:08pm: bare with me, im kinda bored...
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1. i lie if there's something to lie about that would have no apparent effect whether i told the truth or not.
2. i even kind of like people i don't like.
3. my favorite card is the jack of hearts.
4. i can spend dayz doing nothing but look at pictures
5. i hate wearing pants, and never wear shorts
6. i have insomnia
7. i talk so fast that i run words together and people find it hard to understand what i say
8. i'm not a big talker usually, but i always listen
9. my favorite kind of icecream is the cartoon heads with gumball eyes
10. i love doing shit that scares me

9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1. not lying about the big things (or some little things...)
2. surprises. not neccesarily materialistic surprises but even just saying/doing something that surprises me.
3. random fone calls
4. TRUST
5. singing along to songs we're listening to
6. taking care of me when i don't feel well
7. having a sense of humor
8. remembering little stuff
9. spontaineous-ness (however u spell it)

8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
1. money
2. mood ring
3. hair tie
4. chapstick
5. gum
6. band tee shirt
7. two of jon's necklaces, two of my own
8. eyeliner

7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME
1. other people paying for my stuff. every once and a while, ok, but i hate asking for money from other ppl.
2. silence
3. talking to someone and running out of things to talk about
4. somebody lying about something that obviously isnt true
5. being woken up unkindly.
6. people who are always late
7. being talked down to

6 PLACES I'VE VISITED
1. rock and roll hall of fame
2. florida
3. canada
4. cedar point
5. sea world
6. all states between here and florida

5 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. go on an airplane
2. travel worldwide. (particularly amsterdam, L.A., ireland, jamaica, and london, and visit jim morrison's grave in paris
3. swim in the ocean. i wasnt that gutsy when i had the chance 8 yrs ago...)
4. fill a whole room with nothing but helium balloons.
5. meet bob dylan.

4 THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
1. fish (really anything underwater u cant see)
2. needles~ i pass out
3. centipedes
4. losing touch with my friends after we graduate

3 THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1. listen to music
2. talk to someone on the fone
3. draw/doodle

2 THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1. worry about stupid shit
2. procrastinate on going to look for a job. its a bad habit

1 PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW
1. jon



i want to go to a store and get a camera. i miss taking pictures.
maybe getting a cell fone sooooooon
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: LED ZEPPELIN~ kashmir

3rd July 2006

7:58pm: :)
i just noticed that was my first good-mood update. i was so pleased with it i had to have another one saying it was a good-mood one. ya im in a good mood....
Current Mood: good
Current Music: same as before
7:42pm: light my fire
so i was at my aunts all day helping her clean, and we came across a shitload of fireworks. so what what the fuck else do we do but light them off, right? well some guy ACROSS THE STREET was walking while one lit off, and screams "what the fuck assholes!!" so then the fucker gets out his fone, making this bitchass face at us and calls the cops. we were cracking up and my aunt shouts "the address is ____" (not putting address in LJ) so half an hour later the cops drive by and he says "i didnt come for a while so i could give u guys time to finish off, but some man called saying there were fireworks, but u know its that time of year. so i just wanted to say that its illegal, blah blah blah (yes he said blah, blah, blah) other ppl are doing them and ur not supposed to but o well. have a good night" so i was like ya that guy was just bitching, we werent even by him. and he just laughed. so then we lit off like ten more, and these were just things that shot flaming balls of colors in the air, we still had a huge pack that sets of 36 or the HUGE fireworks, so we drove to a park and lit them off. they were green and pink and loud and some kid was crying. hahahaha. it was great. then i went home and hopefully going to get to see chris tomorrow with heather and amber :)

derek~i can hang out wednesday so pick me up at like 12ish....ill call u tomorrow since ur too drunk to talk on the fone right now.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: TOM PETTY AND THE HEARTBREAKERS~ breakdown
8:30am: ....& party everyday
im home.
great weekend.
huge headache.
need to go to funky 7 today to pick up my shirt and get a job there i hope.
then maybe hanging out with amber.


summer's getting better



end.
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: THE DOOBIE BROTHERS~ black water

28th June 2006

5:15pm: ugh.
honestly i dont know why i use livejournal. i suppose its because i have a tendency to ramble....

so tomorrow i leave to go upnorth with my dads side of the family for about 4 dayz. but, my aunt wont let anyone use the shower. so what do we do? rent an RV with a shower with a 2x2 ft space. maybe not even that. i was already kinda moody today so that just kinda pissed me off. i love taking showers, so if i have to put up with a tiny one with a see through curtain in the middle of an RV for 4 dayz, i can tell its not going to be the vacation i need. paradoid is not an emotion that you should feel in the shower.
i need a cigarette.
shit.

so now im watching my cousin who is very needy/clingy/whiny and get payed 2.50 an hour.....for 10 hours. not the best relaxing day before we leave.

i was all packed but then i stayed the night at my aunts for a few dayz so my mom took the clothes out of there to bring me. ill have to do it tomorrow.

i havent talked to jon in a week, which bums me out cuz he said hed at least be able to go online there when he wants, but there hasnt been any of that either.

so on the upside......

i had an excellent morning for all of 20 mins.
jacki came home today. she left right after and came home and slept but at least i saw her.
dan from funky 7 called to tell me my order was ready, a month later than it was supposed to be in. but im going to pick it up next wednesday and see if i can get a job there. that would be perfect. my aunt lives right by there now and im there all the time anyway. *convenience*
and chris is moving back in so ill get to see him all the time. i love it.

fuck do i need a job.
i also need to write a LJ that has good news and not just me bitching. that would be nice wouldnt it?

right now i just need a drink and some bob dylan, or pink floyd. eh, i guess one out of two isnt that bad for now....

well kelsey (my cousin) needs me to go upstairs. im suprised she left me alone this time.
Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: SUBLIME~ 40 oz. to freedom

25th June 2006

6:16pm: i hate being unsure of shit.
not that im unsure of what i want im just unsure of what the other person wants.
shit.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: NIRVANA~ something in the way
5:32pm: doctors suck.
so it turns out i have to go see a psychologist if i want to get medicine for my social anxiety shit. well fuck that.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: ROLLING STONES~ ruby tuesday

24th June 2006

6:12pm: so its been a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time, i know.
i was giong to make a new one maybe, but i think theyre kinda lame.
nobody even reads these.
im talking to brandon and chris online, and bored as hell. i hate it. when i get bored i think of when timez were fun, then i start to miss everything like crazy. its depressing as hell. i miss jon and its only been 3 days. i have about another 27+ to go....
i miss heather and danielle.
i miss last summer, when i had nothing to worry about and every possible thing you can think of was a possiblity every day.
i miss going to dans and chillin.
i miss haning out with pj and jon and heather all the time
i miss eddie and our tri-lingual (sp?) conversations.
i miss morning walks and tarrot readings with heather :p
i miss eric, mike, zak, joey, and josh. and josh and joey and me driving around singing along to bohemian rhapsody and dirty deeds done dirt cheap which to my amusement played on the radio whenever we hung out.
i miss hoochie smoochies and stealing jamez' moped with maddy.
i miss jake and our long deep fone convos about life in general.
i miss josh and me and peter making fun of stephen in mr. young's class.
i miss my parents trusting me even though it didnt seem like it then at the time.
i miss bass lessons with chuck.
i miss hanging out with andrew.
i miss my cousin chris who thinks he can randomly leave for months on roadtrips without stopping by to say so much as a fucking goodbye. sry chris
o ya, i miss fishy-face :p
i miss driving around with mitch
i miss stealing plastic flamingos from ppls yards with jay.
i miss garage local band shows.
i miss staying the weekend with jacki and nikki.
i miss heather and jess being friends. sry, but i do.
i miss jess and i sneaking out of maddys to go running at night.
i miss drivers training with jon and jon.
i miss skipping every 1st hour with heather and doing crazy shit in 8th grade
i miss random midnight swims at maddy with everyone.
i miss cody and dave.
i miss jamez and dressing him in drag :D
i miss jacky squarcia
i miss going out every day and not worrying what id be doing.
i miss potato mountains and goo-mazes~zak
i miss extreme snowball fights with mike adn zak and eric.
i miss making mac and cheeze on the ceiling with logan
i miss waking up heather in extremely unpleasent ways hhaaha
i miss staying up all night with heather talking about our life stories.
i miss "shopping" with maddy lol and heather adn danielle.
i miss driving around with matt and danielle and brandon.
i miss talking to sean all night when i stayed at my grandmas
i miss making brandon lunch and kool-aid and strangely even cleaning his room.
i miss setting his alarm for 4 in the morning because hed have me clean his room :p
i miss playing duck hunt with brandon and joey
i miss the "scatter" game with tony and brandon.
i miss talking to karina because i know i wont really get to this summer.
i miss my cousin katie who has to stay in childrens village longer.
i miss sarah U. and our timez in gym class
i miss going to the zoo with kyla and jumping the fences (or in her case, an open gate door) :)
i miss not having to go to the hospital/special doctors every week
i miss going to concerts, but thatll probably change this summer.
i miss dick and him making the boogie man out of his boogies lol!
i miss art with karina and abby and dick.
i miss having more than 1/2 my friends go to bhs.
i miss alot more but now you probably get the point.

i also discovered today that i kinda sorta miss novni.... :/


if my mom wont let me get my car on or by my birthday im going to have a breakdown. i need some form of freedom.
o ya, i miss getting good grades.

well i guess thats it for now, sry it was so damn depressing.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: bob dylan~the times they are a-changin'

16th July 2005

8:35pm: riede the magic....dinosaur? lmao jamez
so i havent updated in a few dayz....ill start with wednesday

-wednesday-
went to the movies with heather and danielle and jon. i got free tickets so that was pretty sweet. hung out with heather and danielle before we went. jake was supposed to go, but i couldnt get a hold of him. pick up ur fone the next time ya bass-turd. jk luv ya jakey poo! lol but jamez was grounded so he couldnt go, so that was like a double whammy. it was still fun, even though i dont really remember anything. but i did however wake up with a hickey the next morning, thanx for pointing that out danielle! :p we bummed around b-ham and went to purple haze and stuff, i love that store. its so damn fancy.

-thursday-
hung out with danielle, and went to maddys where we saw jess becca and nat. we mostly just chilled i suppose, then went to the skatepark. FACT: GIRLS MATCH BRAS AND THONGS, GUYS MATCH BOXERS AND SHOELACES. thank you jamez for that fascinating discovery.

-friday-
ummmm o ya. that was yesterday. welllll my aunt and cousin came over to get their hair cut along with my mom and sis. the lady came to our house while i watched her 6 yr old daughter, who is hilarious. she definetly wore me out though, we swam and jumped on the trampoline nonstop for hours. and i got more tan cept for my face, which got burnt for the first time in over a year cuz i didnt wear sunblock cuz i was too lazy. i regret it. then maddy and danielle stopped by and we chilled here for like 15 mins then walked around. we saw matt and jesse, and we were goin to go party with them but plans didnt seem to work out. so we went to maddys and then danielle and i went to her house to pick up a few things. then we went back to maddys where we met up with heather novni and jess and we all stayed the night. even though no one really slept cept for a few others around 630-7 in the morning. jess and i spent most of the night walking around berkley barefoot. definetly not a good idea. i have blisters and she stepped on a worm. i could hear it squish. GROSS. and danielle and i were the only ones who went swimming. but anyway, then maddys dad gave danielle adn i a ride home around 830 am cuz i had to go to my sisters playoff game, cuz my mom and dad couldnt be there. which pretty much brings us into today....

TODAY
i went to jess' game and brought rebel cuz everyone else was too tired to go. o well. it was raining like the whole time though and i had no where to sit, so i had pretty much been on my sore feet for over 24 hours straight. but anyway, they lost 2-19.....ouch. then i got home and passed out on the couch for a few hours. i got up and my mom wanted me to go to jess' banquet and out to eat but i decided to stay home. im glad i did cuz not only did i get the house to myself, but jamez called and hes upnorth so it was cool i got to talk to him. alwayz funny times. hes currently in a k-mart parking lot pretty much fucking a purple dinosaur. interesting, i know. hes silly. but hes not goin to boot camp and should be back monday so thats exciting. i forgot i was going to dye my hair red again today, so maybe ill run up to cvs later or som'm. o ya, and i wanna say HELLO TO ASHLEE CUZ SHES SO IMPORTANT I HAD TO MAKE HER CAPITALIZED! lol come back to michigan, bitch. :D

i guess that pretty much covers it, ill update later i s'pose......meaning another 3 dayz cuz my computers sssllooooowww.


i miss hanging out with jon, i only see him a couple timez a week now, when im used to seeing him everyday :(
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: none.......peace

12th July 2005

8:01pm: how was flippin florida?
well yesterday jon couldnt come over, which sucked. but today i hung outwith heather and we went up to the blue park to meet danielle and jamez, always good times!! then i talked to derek for a while and hes goin home thursday, so thats cool. i was supposed to spend the night at heathers tonight, but that plan fell through....but i have to drive my sister to her game later, sorry i couldnt go with you andrew. i think ill c if eddie wants to go up to the game with me so i have someone to hang out with. guess there wasnt a really a point to this entry.....o ya, i hung out wiht brocklee today too! lol. then tomorrow im goin to see the island at the palladium, i guess its supposed to be good but i got free tickets, so idk. maybe ill just bum around downtown. so far jamez, jon, pj, heather, me, danielle, and jake are going. fun timez. then thursday hopefully eddie and i can hang out, if not, then i guess thatll suck.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC!! i tried to call u to tell u but no one is answering, ill try again later.
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: shattered-rolling stones

11th July 2005

7:57pm: as time ticks by...
so today was okay i suppose....
my aunts and cousins came over for my little cousins bday, it was pretty fun, hung out with my aunt in the pool most of the time. they just left and now my parents were leaving to go kick out my older sisters roomate in ann arbor cuz he doesnt pay rent and is quite the asshole. so thats cool, considering im supposed to be grounded today for who the hell knows y (my mom was in a really bad mood early....it was a blur of yells) so i think ill have jon come over for a little bit ;)
theyll be a few hours...

so hows everyone's summer been goin? i still need to hang out with andrew, nick, and mitch mostly. i miss you guys. and jakey-poo!!! lol o ya, and i need to run by wes' to get my cd.

summer's half way over :'(
Current Mood: horny
Current Music: big ballz ~ AC/DC

10th July 2005

9:49pm: cuz im bored....
♥ next to the ones that apply to you.

kissed someone......

1. on the cheek ♥
2. on the lips ♥
3. on the ears ♥
4. on the nipples ♥
5. on the forehead ♥
6. on the nose ♥
7. on the neck ♥
8. on the feet
9. on their hands or fingers ♥
10. on their stomach ♥
11. in my room ♥
12. in their room ♥
13. of the same sex
14. of the opposite sex ♥
15. related to me
16. younger than me
17. older than me ♥
18. with jet black hair ♥
19. with curly hair ♥
20. with blonde hair & blue eyes ♥
21. with flaming red hair
22. with straight hair ♥
23. who is jewish
24. who is christian ♥
25. who is muslim
26. who is atheist ♥
27. who is black ♥
28. who is hispanic
29. who is asian
30. who is gay
31. who is a lesbian
32. who is bisexual ♥
33. who is a straight guy ♥
34. who is a straight girl
35. who is hairy
37. who is skinny ♥
38. who is fat
39. who you loved ♥
40. who you lusted ♥
41. who you hated
42. who is on your AIM/MSN list ♥
43. who is on your LJ list ♥
44. with bad breath ♥
45. with a birthday in June
46. who didn't have their pants on ♥
47. who was topless ♥
48. while wearing a thong
49. in public ♥
50. in church/mosque/synagogue/other
51. at school ♥
52. during class ♥
53. at prom/home coming/game ♥
54. at work
55. in front of your parents ♥
56. smaller/shorter than me ♥
57. bigger/taller than me ♥
58. with glasses
59. with my eyes open
60. in spin-the-bottle ♥
61. with a lip ring
62. who was drunk ♥
63. who threw up
64. who was high ♥
65. who I had just met ♥
66. who I didn't really want to kiss ♥
67. on a holiday ♥
68. who was going out with someone else ♥
69. while you were going out with someone else ♥
70. who was my good friend's brother or sister
71. who had been/is in jail
72. in a graveyard
73. at a show/concert ♥
74. who was legally too young/old for me ♥
75. with dyed hair ♥
76. with gum/mint in your mouth ♥
77. with a shaved head ♥
78. who was/is my good friend ♥
79. who was/is my best friend ♥
80. who I used to go out with ♥
81. in front of their ex ♥
82. in front of your ex ♥
83. in front of their boy/girlfriend
84. who was/is your crush ♥
85. who was/is in a band ♥
86. who has tattoos
87. who is of a completely different race than me ♥
88. who is bilingual ♥
89. in the rain ♥
90. in another continent besides where I was born
91. with an accent
92. with an std
91. in a car, minivan, taxi or bus ♥
94. with a missing body part
95. in the movies ♥
96. in the bathroom
97. in the library ♥
98. eskimo style ♥
99. for longer than 5 minutes ♥
100. just for the heck of it ♥
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